jeudi 29 septembre 2011

in the stillness

it's past midnight. again.    the stillness.. the silence..  the sacredness.     
the air is deep..   ..it's full..        ..it's inhabited.             
i breathe it, n it heals me.. ..it heals me inside my brain..   behind my eyes..    behind the veil..       
  
i can feel it; He's pushing liquid from behind my nose and eyeballs.. He's forcing sthg out..  it comes from my chest too actually.. n from my belly..

....another breath..  each one makes me teary...     ..it's painful..  ..n yet so good..        
        ...God.                .."surely, the LORD is in this place..."      ..



He loves me.   God loves me

thk u Lord

samedi 27 novembre 2010

lovesick

i'm so lovesick.. for someOne i barely know.. but Who's worth infinitely more than every bit of pain i'll ever choose to bear for His sake. ..He said i'd love Him back the way He does me.. i have to believe Him

Jesus i love u

lord have mercy

god i need u
free me from rebellion in jesus' name, amen -let stand